Tuesday, February 28, 2006


My HCG levels from yesterday were 1762. Definitely a trend in the right direction. Now it's all a waiting game till I can get them tested again on Monday. My bleeding continues with more clotting today. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing but the bleeding is still only medium flow for me so I'm not too worried about it. I'm trying to take it easy but physically I am feeling just fine except for the ocassional abdominal area pain so I have to constantly remind myself to slow down.

Can someone remind me what life was like before I got on this roller coaster? Before I could go pee without holding my breath at what I might find. Before the up and down cycle of positive OPKs and negative HPTs? And yet, as ready as I am to be pregnant again, I fear that state more than I can imagine right now.

Well, as one of my commenters said, "third time's a charm".

1 comment:

cat said...

Glad your levels are er... leveling out shall we say.

I'm not sure if we are even prepared to be pregnant again. It's scary especially considering all we know at this point.

Hoping you feel a little better each day and are surrounded by love.