6 Weeks

Yesterday I read back over the postings of my last m/c in January and February of this year. It was so depressing to see how optimistic I was. I started spotting with that one at 6w6d. With my first m/c I made it all the way to 8w2d. I know it sounds rather pessimistic to be comparing dates like this but I can't help myself. I think the next 2 or 3 weeks will be the hardest for me. Fortunately I've got an ultrasound next Monday (in only 5 days!) to help get me through it. I'm going to hold my ground and get another one at 8 weeks. In the meantime, you can bet I'll be holding my breath every single time I wipe. Which is a lot these days.